Learn Qur'an first. Learn it well. Learn its language. If Arabic is your tongue, still learn its language. Memorize from it -- juz 'amma, at least. Surat al-Kahf. Ayat al-Kursi. Amanar-rasul. More if you can -- Ya Seen, al-Mulk, ar-Rahman. Chapters and verses about which the particular blessings were recorded by the companions and our scholars, radhi allahu anhum. Get ambitious -- take on al-Baqarah. Take what you like. Start from the beginning. Work backwards. Choose randomly. Just learn Qur'an first.
Read tafsir. Ask questions regarding that which you do not know, do not understand, and regarding that with which you do not agree. Read Ibn Kathir -- we've all seen it online. Read it. Read the Maariful Quran -- download the PDFs if the price is high. Google the Tafhim al-Quran, Tafsir al-Jalalayn, and read, all free.
Perfect your prayers, insha'allah. Forget that you've known how to pray for almost as long as you've known how to walk and to speak; read a guidebook, or three. Remind yourself. Pray behind an imam when you are able. Learn supplications, and to evoke them from the heart.
Learn the seerah. Learn love for the prophet, salallahu alayhi wa salam. Learn a love that is not lipservice.
Then comes the works of legalists and philosophers.
Then comes the back and forth between al-Ghazali and ibn Rushd, if you please, or back copies of al-Manar and video clips of the Doha debates, if you prefer. Increasingly obscure translations or totally contemporary transcripts.
Then comes navigating the merits and pitfalls of all the possible -isms.
Then comes disagreements regarding the translation of this word or that -- discussions of roots, contexts, classical versus modern meanings, constrictions, restrictions, abrogation, and the full scope of metaphor.
Then comes the politics, reformations, applications, allegiances, arguments, dueling rulings, picking the locks on ijtihad, dawah, outreach, identity politics, criticisms, community actions, activisms, rebuttals, refusals and refuseniks, and all the boycotts, blog warriors, masjid malcontents, all around spiritual masochism you can handle.
But however tempting those things may be ...
Learn. Qur'an. First.
Or you'll be talking out your ear.
(A kind reminder to myself as much as anyone.)



